A week of changes and also my late wishes

Even though, it's just been one week, I started doing things differently, I realised that many things seem significant, even the most smallest of things, such as the way I respond to people and my behaviour, the routine I am in never seem to have me to take notice but now I did. I thank God for all of this one week, hope for the next few weeks I would see how God moved in my live.

I was also happy that I was able to make someone's weekend a great weekend, I didn't expect him to have this much fun, and I am definitely sure he did, to all those of my friends who are taking A lvls exams, regardless of what levels you guys are onto, I wish you all the best, don't turn back cause there would be excitement ahead, I guarantee you, a lot surprises by my and your beloved God awaits you. I do realise that God have many things and blessings unexpected by me in live, because God is full of surprises.

To those who are already in working life, I pray you would see your path clearly and would never want to turn back. And to those who are having their industrial training, I hope you guys have fun tremendously...HAHA!!! Hope you guys seriously have fun.

And finally to my friends who are taking their finals really soon or are in the process of taking them, I wish you all the best no matter what =D have a great time ahead of you.

My Awesome Teacher and Reminder

Today I learn something important....let's see, it called team work, I kinda learnt it the hard way by going thru a not so satisfying presentation. Yeah, I definitely emo-ed for a while but thanks to a few great and awesome friends, I recovered from it, I know people don't like me when I am emo-ing....everyone hates in reality, SO DON'T EMO!!! HAHAH

I also was reminded that we cannot judge a book by it's cover, I see that word coming into my live again, thank God for always reminding me thru many ways and I am grateful for that, I really need to learn to surrender stuff to God and always let Him break me and mould me into what He wants me to be. Even right now, I am reminded by my brother, Sam, to not compare with others, for these are gifts from God, and I must be grateful to Him.

Thank Him so much, I cannot even express how awesome You are!!!

What happen today?

It's like super annoying with my emotions today!!! First, when my calculus test came out today, I was jumping and touching the sky already but when the chemistry papers were given out, I was like being pulled back to the middle of the earth, like some kind of earthworm down there. It's a good thing that it wasn't that hot*being lame*, or else I wouldn't even have the mood to be here right now...maybe sleeping. But I definitely thank God for such a day, I know I have a long way to move on and I have a lot of spaces for improvement (especially for an engineer).

Today roommate wouldn't be around for the night so I would be alone, hope I make some used of my alone time and clean up the room or something. MUET is coming in fast, it was like first they announced it, and it felt like it was only a few hours ago. And definitely I am not ready at all to even face it. I have only gone through the exposure, not even going for the preparation yet and the training for all that. All that I have only focus on is my assignments, presentations and test and its results... *sighed*

Hope everything would be over soon and I want to thank God once again for always being there for me, I want to keep on expressing my love for Him, I just want to do more to glorified Him....come to think of it, I should be grateful with my results, I just need to continue having faith and never ever give up on God. Thanking Jesus for He is always there with me and He would never be changed tomorrow, today and yesterday, the everlasting and unchangeable loving God that I love and have.

Tonight I would be having my discussion for chemistry presentation and the scrapbook would be done well.

Sunday~~!!!!

Sister going to church for the second time...WOOOHOOOO!!! not sure what's gonna be installed for my sister at church today, I mean me as well, since you know, I am going there too.

And another thing is that since dad just left for Japan today earlier, I am going to take his car for a ride to the church, since mom also actually said up to you. I am going to uphold my dad's car into God unfailing hands so his car won't be scratch easily. HAHAHA!!!! But it's true...since new cars are easily scratched, and they are really uneasy in some people's eyes.

Then back again to university tenaga nasional, my so called beloved university. So much more coming up, and it's getting pretty exciting, I wonder what's more that God have installed for me in the near future, I am going to be strong facing the rough winds ahead, with Jesus in me. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

Shifting rooms

I just shifted out of the old and into the new, which is like more comfortable now.

OK....what I am trying to say here, is that I manage to shift into my new room from the old one which I find so much problem leaving in. Sure there were many stuff to clear up, and I want to say that this is my second time shifting in the middle of the semester, and my first was an unauthorised one, since the room was just next door, unlike that particular time, I have to clean up the room and there's so much stuff, the fan especially was like super dirty with all that dirt almost touching my face, EWWHHHHH!!!!!

Anyway, now I am settling in my new room with my roommate and I am quite happy with my housemates, quite welcoming to me and roommate (maybe because I stirred the conversation with them first) and, I really want to thank those who helped my roommate to shift my stuff (which was a lot) out of the room while I was attending MTAF, which was fun but super tiring, I really love the time I used to march with my secondary school friends for competition during sports day. And this marching activity in university reminds me a lot about that time, I thank God for such wonderful memories.

Tomorrow classes are resuming after one night like they normally are, and I think I really need to get some rest and relaxation.... maybe a nice massage would do for my legs... xD

House havoc....

At night, I really am feeling bad about it since I made my sister angry, talk too much as usual till she almost KA BOOM, luckily she didn't but she is still angry...

I did say sorry since I felt guilty about it, worried later she would close me out completely from her heart, so it's better to ask for forgiveness... and she did, that's something to praise God about... it was like really awesome since my whole feeling about it thing just got wash off....thank God for that, then I carried on studying, during dinner, my dad blame me for using the internet too much and the whole internet couldn't function, I actually think that the server was down and I wouldn't say it was entirely my fault but who cares...at least the good thing is that the internet server is up again and running this morning....WOOHOOO!!!!

Sex and Love workshop realization

Yesterday was quite a day, met a new friend and able to join this workshop called no apologies, OK, I should say it's been a while since I made a new friend and really interested, but definitely it is always torturing when we need to say our goodbyes, I cannot believe I am still being friends and able to mix around with people at the age of 15, that is so like me xD....

Besides that, when I saw this video regarding the premarital sex being a downfall to many others out there, I realise that virginity is one of the most precious thing one can get in their live, and a lot of broken it or I should say screwed it real bad, now they regret, but the point here is that treasure yourself and who you are, don't follow others, and get this straight before jumping into a relationship, "sex and love sounds the same but they are far apart".

So when you want love, don't give in to sex just for this. Keep your sex till after marriage and make sure that you're virgin till then, this applies to girl or guy alike. It is definitely something worth the wait, but also make that your partner loves you for who you are.

I think I have actually got a lot from this workshop, that I attend. It always serves as a reminder from now on to never start sex whenever you are studying or working, especially studying, cause the consequences are severe, and it brings a downfall to your future, goals, accomplishment, and a lot more you wanna achieve in life.