RANDOM!!!

How do I start??? It's like this, so worrisome should I drop EE and change to ME?? Or should I remain...

Quite upsetting for this semester... It's like I do not have that level in skill and knowledge to pursue EE engineering, that's what I felt and I was thinking that i shouldn't give up too early, must continue fighting to win my passion

=)

Meeting up

It has been a pretty busy week this few days especially finals are kicking in, I am still here blogging about whatever I have face and generally been through.

I have only got to meet up with a 'long lost sister'. Not that long actually but it qualified since it's been a few months already. I was hoping for this fruitful meeting with her since the day she said that she would take me to dinner after her classes on either Wednesday or Tuesday. So I have been praying hopefully about it. So we exchange how everything has been since we depart after our performance at Pahang was over. I have so many questions to ask her, it just keep coming but at certain times I was totally quiet (out of questions all of a sudden). I was afraid she might get irritated but then she was not because I could clearly see her patient face, smiling all over and I thank God for that.

I was hoping for my spiritual senses to be open so I could receive God's message from Him. It does definitely have not been easy waiting for Him to respond but I am not giving up and still learning to hear from Him. Finally she prayed for me, am I ever going to have all that she prayed for me, I doubted a little after I left her car at a certain moment but I pulled myself together and tell myself "no, I must have faith and continue doing my prayers, asking Him what to do and have no doubts and believe in Him".

All glory to Him forever and ever. Amen

P.S. the mcdonald was good... =)

My awesome camp!!!

    

First of all, this is what I want to say, this camp really is about our purpose.

Most believers of Christ knows that when we were brought here to Earth, born as an infant here. God have already sat a purpose but each one of us to do. But the thing is that where do we start looking for it and how do we look for it.

I personally have gone through this experience and I was also pondering for there are many possibilities here in this topic. When I started pondering about this, I was only a new believer reborn as my new self again beginning of last year. So I didn't really give that much thought about this till I came to know about the camp that was organise by TECHFLOW, this camp's theme was <jalan-jalan cari purpose>. According to Timothy, it was quite a catchy theme when he answered the pastor about our theme.

So to shorten it, the trip to Cameron was fun but very dizzy since it was a windy road up ahead.

And once we were there, I started to feel the fun in a different place far away from the hussy and buzzer of the city in KL. It was cooling too but when night comes, you hope that you were snuggled under your blankets and whatever warm stuff you could get yourself in, for the temperature is super low which is around 25 degrees if I am not wrong.

Since the pass few days there, I have a lot of fun and the fellowship with my fellow brothers and sisters were great and informative. It was also motivational for me to carry out my life since I know that everyone has their own struggles in life, not just me. I can proudly say that I can hang on to someone all the time which is Jesus for He delivers me from sadness and temptation to rejoice in His name all the time.

The pastor's testimonies were an inspiration to others who thought they have failed in life. But the truth is God have been faithful all the time and He would not give up on anyone of us. He would welcome back any of His children that have gone astray and came back.

The games were awesome, thanks to the game masters.

And the makan was really good too, like to thank the people who have prepared this.

The message was clear to me and it speaks to me and reflects on my life where I can let go and start anew. My spirit and passion was also renewed and my fire is burning more than ever.

More than ever is I discovered something new from God and hope He manifest on this new gift He has given me and let this gift glorify His name and edify the people who are around me.

I really thanked the Lord for this fruitful event and it has brought massive changes to part of my life. Praise the Lord forever and ever.Amen!!!!

 

READY FOR MASSIVE CAMP???

Today is MASSIVE CAMP!!! YAY!!!

But sadly I have not finished packing my stuff for the camp yet and I could still sit here and blog about me....wakakaka...

So many people were asking me to take a lot of pictures while I am there but sadly no camera, thought of getting one camera phone at alamanda yesterday but all were either out of stock or better need to order first but majority of the shops were like no I don't sell this model. So I could say it was quite a disappointing thing to go through XD

But still what I thought last night was that God send me there to fellowship and get to know my other brothers and sisters in Christ better, so I have this feeling that my phone and laptop or any other techno gadget would put me a distance away from them which I don't think God wants it to be that way, I hope that this camp would have something there that might answer my questions and might be a calling as well there.

I just hope that all would be fruitful and awesome camp. It's going to be a 3 days and 2 nights camp, but still there are only very few people coming for the camp but I think God has a plan for that and I am willing to trust Him no matter what.

AIYA!!!! HAVEN'T PACKED FINISH YET!!!!

Time Schedule...

OK I started planning my schedule for my finals which is in about 3 weeks time, I thought I would start by studying about a chapter a day and some activities like tutorial to make understand better each day but alas not everything work out today even though part of my schedule was carried out smoothly which is my time at the gym, I don't normally go to the gym for workouts but since my housemates been saying that I needed them real bad especially when you want to be in top shape for a guy, I really have to work out. I went there today without anyone actually following me and I was a bit lost at the beginning with what am I suppose to start, so I tried out the cycling machine, something for the biceps and the chest part, and finally the running machine, it turn out great since I was able to complete 30 minutes of running....don't know how long I run though but entirely it was somehow satisfying to me, (feel like doing more tomorrow but need to find time)

During this 3 weeks, I also asked God to show me more about myself and my relationship with Him, I tell myself that I shouldn't be into computer too much due to time constraint, unless there is an assignment to be done. But today have not been entirely good for me because I think that I have been putting too much unnecessary time into facebook and msn-ing with friends which is totally useless and I should have use it to do my studies instead

God, I need all the strength and focus to accomplish my schedule and studies as well as to keep fit and spend more time in your presence reading your word and praying about things so I pray that you would help me to do it without having anymore problems.

Tomorrow onwards would be something different but I hope to be more focus and not on the computer again.

Test 2 failure

Today test 2 for physics have not been all that good.... I felt that this is the first time in test that I do not know what I am doing even though I have memorise the formulas and look through some of the stuff related, I have only left out the most important thing which is the past year papers, I normally do them to test myself and give myself the confidence I need before I sit for any test or examination. I entirely forgot the papers and though that I know it all. During the test, I found out that I was in a state of shock and couldn't think of what to do until 5 minutes have past, then I begin to recover bit by bit recalling the formulas, but alas not every formulas reach the surface of my brains correctly, and at the back of my mind thinking 'What should I do, I don't think I got it right either for this question'...but I tell myself to just finish it and hope for the best in this test. God, I really need your strength to pull me through all this havoc. My answers were actually quite close in terms of formulas but not sure if it's the right one or not....

Since I have not done all that well this semester (that's what I felt), I took the initiative to have an aim for myself and tell myself that I have only got 3 weeks till the finals and I am going to start studying a chapter each day starting from tomorrow (NO MORE PROCASTINATION!!!), that word does not exist anymore in this dictionary of mine in whatever I do especially my studies. Besides that, my roommate have been telling me that I have been sleeping throughout half the day, like studying ( not serious at all) and doing something else especially my favourite past time sleeping and checking facebook and msn, how 'hardworking'.... that's all I could quote for now. I thought that I need to change my habit of studying especially to make it not last minute and more of consistency so why not start it NOW.... like literally

P.S. hoping to get above 3.5 pointer to balance up for a good grade during foundation....

Unexpectance After Test

Just gotta say that I pulled through the first test well. But sadly to say that there's another test tomorrow and I am definitely not ready for it and here I am blogging away about my 'life'...Yesterday night, it was awesome after the test because out of some conversation about a new song that Jaron heard, I ended up learning to play this song on my guitar, by the help of my roommate, so he keeps helping with the chords in the beginning and in the middle and the end, he keeps stressing about the metronome, because I tend to go off beat all the time, it's normally too fast the strumming, I actually strum faster and faster ( maybe I am getting excited about the song). So ended up he keeps asking me to slow down, reminds me when my piano teacher used to scold for playing not according to the beat...hehe.... He finally tells me that I need to practice till the middle part of the song before he could proceed in teaching me the other half of it, because of that 'problem'. To conclude this, I can say that it was super unexpected to finally learn this song <A Great Song> by Paul Baloche....look it up people, maybe u can find this song.... =P