Thursday, October 28, 2010

Having ONE LAST PAPER TO GO!!!


I hope for the best in this, knowing that God is there for us, till then =)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Past few papers...

In the past few days, things have been a little bit too over whelming for me to handle. I am privileged to have an AWESOME God on my side.

Since the past 2 days, I have been having my first 3 final papers, which was super scary, I could say that I almost surrender to the fact that I lost it all, but wait, I still have my faith in God that I would do well and glorify His Name. I can't give up yet, NOT YET!!! I will continue praying and working hard, I will give the best I can, last paper, here I come, this Thursday!!!

Advanced Calculus and Differential was quite close to bad, and circuits was slightly OK. Thank God for everything, my Jesus, You are beyond AWESOME!!! in many ways.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Study week!!!

As you can see up there, it says study week.

Just wanna drop by to update to blog since yeah, there have been not much to write about. I realised that I normally update the blog whenever I don't have particularly anything to do, besides doing boring stuff. Right now, I am actually hanging out at the computer lab at my uni, which I rarely go to unless classes, or really have nothing on my mind at all. I have decided to start studying about 3 weeks ago, and guess what, I have only started this week intensively, the last few weeks were somehow a waste of time, I didn't exactly waste my time doing something else, rather it felt like that I was doing nothing at all...

I was hoping that these few days before my finals start which is on Saturday, I could finish up the 3 subjects which are on sat and sun, it felt really overwhelming as I have only tried to do a bit on advanced calculus. I realised that if I have started earlier as planned, I wouldn't have been in such a mess.

Right now, I am wondering how is it like being in the next sem, I keep telling myself every sem before finals that I wouldn't do this kind of work which is last minute revision and stuff. but it keeps happening in the next semester. Wish that I do not have this kind of habit, no techflow or with techflow, I guess it might be the same if I have the same attitude towards work. I can't afford to have this kind of attitude any longer if I wanna excel.

Only 2 days till advanced calculus paper... And I am still not done with my preparation. Also wanna prepared for DE, and circuits, and not to forget C-prog...

Pray for me guys and girls who are reading this, I really could use some support, plus prayer, need to work hard on my side as well. Thank God for this sem, I thought I wasn't able to make it but I guess nothing is impossible for God.

Now need to focus on finals!!!

I guess I will update soon once finals are over, might be on blogger updating again in a week's time.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Absence of Fun

Ok, generally things have not been going great with the word EXAMS!!!
I haven’t gone anywhere close to the preparation state yet, and yeah, you could say that I am somehow distress over it. I get the feeling that I really wanna distant myself from the word EXAMS, but it can’t be helped since it’s hard to run from reality itself.

I was actually trying to get myself in a position to study and revise thru Advanced Calculus after finishing this post on how much uncomfortable I am when it is approaching IT(!).

Look on the bright side, at least the holidays are here, but still no one is going to be around with me, since my close friends are in the amidst of having their A2, which is sad for me.

For now, I need to keep myself of all matters except EXAMS since now, TECHFLOW is kinda off, and I do not have anything much to think about except to finish all the assignments for programming.

Shouldn’t be complaining as I have somehow promised not to complain about stuff.

Going to start off my work now, hope that I could cover up as much as I can.

P.S. this office 2010 seem to rock quite much, still trying but seem interesting, my opinion lor which is.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Some random thoughts for the week

Recently, things have not been in order for me, especially this week. I was suppose to start doing preparations for the finals which is at the beginning of this week, estimated to be in 3 weeks or so. I was so caught up with the  Ugly Betty drama, which is so "addictive"... How I wish, I could actually withdraw myself from that drama till like after my finals and continue with it during the 1 month break. I hope that I won't keep going on the road that I am going on now. Speaking of Ugly Betty, I am already starting the final season which is season 4.

Besides that, quizzes keep coming in filling up my time, where I fill it with my studying last minute which is not good, but somehow "soooo me"...

Anyway, I really need to not just put that remaining time to study, but also to put it (invest the most) in reading my Bible. Putting myself in front of facebook isn't helping either, not just facebook, it's just everything about online socializing (Such a waste of time, to put it straight). 


Right now, all I could think of is finishing this Ugly Betty episode that I am watching right now, prepare myself for tomorrow lab report, sleep and wake up early just to clear things up (so that my room will look better than it's been in ages). Other stuff to do include putting myself in position to hear from God, speaking of which, need to spend more time in it.

Timetable needs to arranged this coming Sat during my time slot, cross fingers for the best in getting good lecturers and timetable for meeeee!!!

Things to do for now:
1. read my bible and spend more time with God
2. study for finals
3. clearing up the room
4. arrange timetable
5. finish all possible unfinished assignments

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Church excitement~a revolution in prayer

Hey guys, I am back to say 'I am back'....weird I know...

Anyway, it's been an interesting week with my last minute studies and everything....padahal I was suppose to study like 2 weeks before my test 2. But thank God and all that I could make it, was really in deep regret even though things went a little better than expected.

OK, coming back to what have happen today morning....

It was something different at church today morning, normally we will have our usual praise and worship, and teaching and all....but today was different, you know when people say we are having prayer today, it will be like "ohhh dear" there goes my morning with boringness, I mean I am being frank here. I feel sometimes, we just have to see what we are praying for and what are the fruits that you wants see after sowing the seeds into the deep, dark mud and dirt of the ground. 

To go straight before myself going OOT (out of topic), we have cooperate prayer, and also cleansing our hearts, and all of us, before praying or doing so, I just have that desire to see the nation change by the hand of God, it felt really exciting to be part of that revival or change that is about to happen. We have our cooperate prayer for Israel, Malaysia, and Klang. Then we have our prayer walk 2 by 2 or 3 by 3. It was awesome to just do that for God, I know that His plans are awesome. And I learn that our blessings are tied to the chosen people of God, Israel, that's why we need to continue keeping Israel in our prayers. 

Bro Philip keeps emphasizing that we need to give what we have which is little, to Jesus, that He will multiple it for others. I guess some of you guys must have been familiar with the story of the loaves of bread, and fishes for the 5000 in John 6:1-14.http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%206:1-14&version=NIV

I am being reminded all the time to give what I have which is little to serve the Lord, and is now being reminded again. I also wanna give all my dreams and everything of me to Jesus, my regrets, my pass, my mistakes and so much more, I only put my trust and hope in Him. One thing is for sure, He never fail to be there for me when I need Him the most, in every time, moment, season and days of my life.

Going to continue putting my trust in Him, and gonna let Him have His way in my life, I really wanna take things seriously especially my personal devotion to Him. I mean my time that is.

But most importantly, I know that my walk will be awesome with God, and He is going to be there for everything in my life.