Thoughts of the day

This past few days...Let me see...

I guess that I could say that I learn a lot about being around with people, most importantly learning to be part of a group and not be an abandoned puppy.

All the fun came to an epic last night when we went out for WILLIAMS at PJ. We were eating like super expensive food, but good ones from a warung. Then after that, I guess that I laugh till I could have vomited or even lose my head while doing so. All this was due to the fact that all of my friends and production mates were cracking all the type of jokes one could ever thought of. It was one of the best times I had in my time at uniten.

Practices seem to be coming along just fine, with some minor polishing. I luv the dancing, singing and acting so so so much. I have done more compared to last year. More lines, more dancing moves...I couldn't be more satisfied this year for the production that I am performing in.

Truthfully said, this is all for God, shouldn't take any credit for myself.

Yesterday when exams were supposed to come out at 10 pm at night, it came out instead in the morning, I was so excited about checking my results that I was rushing all who were checking before me on a single computer. Alas, my results turned out to be something of the average, thank God for it, I may not or may have done better for that semester. I am glad that I didn't fail any paper, but at the same time, not being glad that I could make my parents genuinely proud of me for that semester.

Tomorrow, YAY!!! I can't wait to be at Adelynn's place and the next day will be at the NATIONAL CONFERENCE. I believed that God will bring me a revelation there somehow, not to mention that I might be able to meet up with so many of my old friends. Hopefully, I can speak and have fun with them, bonding time and all....I wonder :)

Practice will be starting at 12 today, hopefully all will go well, in God's perfect will.

I just realised that I have only 2 scenes or so to act in...

And the first scene have only one line...the other one will have multiple lines, since I am the priest xDD

anyway, going of for practice soon, I doubt that I will be here in the room till night unless there's break in between.

Holidays~~

hey guys, people have been asking me how has it been for your break? I simply reply, great and boring....

It's true that I started feeling bored at the beginning of my break since my friends are technically having their exams and all. All I could only do is sit aside, and yawn saying boring, boring and boring. I do have things to do such as house chores, getting ready for the new semester that is in about a month's time, and preparing myself for intensive which is to memorise all the lines that is needed for acting in our Christmas Production this coming December.

The good stuff that actually happen even at the beginning of this break is that I was exposed to new opportunity in the line, or market of business and sales, I didn't really like the idea at first but then after considering for almost few weeks, and I did consult a few people about it, definitely most important is praying about it. I came to a decision that I will do it. In my thoughts, I was like "Why not I try something new?".

It was hard since I know I am that kind of people person and I don't really know how to even talk about a product well. But I was guarantee a guided route in being thought and being motivated to this business.

Besides that, hard to say this, but there are 2 sides of being able to play a game with new stuff, features, whatever you called it. In my case, maplestory was coming up with a new character a few months back and I got a little excited about it. I wasn't much of a consistent guy in games, and therefore could say that I wasn't on games at that time. I was bored during the holidays before the released of the new patch of the game. Finally, the patch did arrived, I was really interested at first, and it lead to addiction (a little)....not like those major addiction that people normally have, but it's still an addiction.

I could say that I neglect whatever was somehow could say important to me besides house chores, I could frankly say that nobody nags me on doing my devotional time, so I didn't do it for the past few days. And when I came face to face with some of my Christian friends that I look highly upon for the disciplines that they put in to spend time with God, I felt rather regretful and disappointed in myself.

By the way, I have already planned out my holidays like what I should be doing during that time. But regretfully, I didn't accomplished any of it.

The following were:

1. body building and having a fit, healthy lifestyle during the holidays, especially jogging and weight lifting.

2. practicing my musical instruments.

3. spending more time with God.

As you can see, I have not even appeared to have done any of it either entirely or even a little of it. I have only a few days left before I could go to my university to start of my intensive week for Christmas Production.

Hopefully, I can at least start of something from the above.

But look on the bright side, I have been thought some new stuff during the break. Thank God for it. =)

Having ONE LAST PAPER TO GO!!!


I hope for the best in this, knowing that God is there for us, till then =)

Past few papers...

In the past few days, things have been a little bit too over whelming for me to handle. I am privileged to have an AWESOME God on my side.

Since the past 2 days, I have been having my first 3 final papers, which was super scary, I could say that I almost surrender to the fact that I lost it all, but wait, I still have my faith in God that I would do well and glorify His Name. I can't give up yet, NOT YET!!! I will continue praying and working hard, I will give the best I can, last paper, here I come, this Thursday!!!

Advanced Calculus and Differential was quite close to bad, and circuits was slightly OK. Thank God for everything, my Jesus, You are beyond AWESOME!!! in many ways.

Study week!!!

As you can see up there, it says study week.

Just wanna drop by to update to blog since yeah, there have been not much to write about. I realised that I normally update the blog whenever I don't have particularly anything to do, besides doing boring stuff. Right now, I am actually hanging out at the computer lab at my uni, which I rarely go to unless classes, or really have nothing on my mind at all. I have decided to start studying about 3 weeks ago, and guess what, I have only started this week intensively, the last few weeks were somehow a waste of time, I didn't exactly waste my time doing something else, rather it felt like that I was doing nothing at all...

I was hoping that these few days before my finals start which is on Saturday, I could finish up the 3 subjects which are on sat and sun, it felt really overwhelming as I have only tried to do a bit on advanced calculus. I realised that if I have started earlier as planned, I wouldn't have been in such a mess.

Right now, I am wondering how is it like being in the next sem, I keep telling myself every sem before finals that I wouldn't do this kind of work which is last minute revision and stuff. but it keeps happening in the next semester. Wish that I do not have this kind of habit, no techflow or with techflow, I guess it might be the same if I have the same attitude towards work. I can't afford to have this kind of attitude any longer if I wanna excel.

Only 2 days till advanced calculus paper... And I am still not done with my preparation. Also wanna prepared for DE, and circuits, and not to forget C-prog...

Pray for me guys and girls who are reading this, I really could use some support, plus prayer, need to work hard on my side as well. Thank God for this sem, I thought I wasn't able to make it but I guess nothing is impossible for God.

Now need to focus on finals!!!

I guess I will update soon once finals are over, might be on blogger updating again in a week's time.

Absence of Fun

Ok, generally things have not been going great with the word EXAMS!!!

I haven’t gone anywhere close to the preparation state yet, and yeah, you could say that I am somehow distress over it. I get the feeling that I really wanna distant myself from the word EXAMS, but it can’t be helped since it’s hard to run from reality itself.

I was actually trying to get myself in a position to study and revise thru Advanced Calculus after finishing this post on how much uncomfortable I am when it is approaching IT(!).

Look on the bright side, at least the holidays are here, but still no one is going to be around with me, since my close friends are in the amidst of having their A2, which is sad for me.

For now, I need to keep myself of all matters except EXAMS since now, TECHFLOW is kinda off, and I do not have anything much to think about except to finish all the assignments for programming.

Shouldn’t be complaining as I have somehow promised not to complain about stuff.

Going to start off my work now, hope that I could cover up as much as I can.

P.S. this office 2010 seem to rock quite much, still trying but seem interesting, my opinion lor which is.