Missing Piece

I believed many people feels this way. Love the song a lot, it relates to so many of us

Ur past, present and even future, are all parts of your missing pieces :)

Enjoy!

God's love

I decided that I will attend CF at STAR today since I have that free time on my hands, besides I was curious when Chester mention come with an open heart.

When I reached today, they were sharing about what Good Friday and Easter were all about. There were many wild guesses but mostly the worldly point of view, like eggs and bunnies.

But seriously, its more than just all that, it was about LOVE. Jesus took all that pain, hurt, sin, everything that was consider evil in God’s eyes and took it upon Him for our sake, it’s hard to believe that anyone will want to do that for anyone of us. But He did it. Today He is alive and well in heaven, and we are all reminded of what He did for us 2000 years ago.

I came back home thinking of my personal problems that I have, problems that could make me look bad and unloved in front of others. I have not read the word in a while, I have not felt any love for God in a while. I have been a rebellion to God cause I could not carry out what I should have been obedient to. I felt unloved, because I could not perform.

When I looked at the participants attending CF, I felt like someone who have been dead for a long time due to the fact that I did not grow in a while, and the opposite of growing is dying.

I felt like I have left Christianity, cause I have given up but I was wrong.

I saw this video that make me realised that He still love me and wants me so badly, and He did not give up on me, but I did.

He loves me, He knows what He was getting Himself into when He died on the cross for me. He knew the future, that I will be a mess, I will be drawn to evil stuff. I will be ungodly in so many ways. But He chose to carry the burden that I may have eternal life with God someday, that I may look spotless, blameless to Him when I arrived that day.

I realised that God’s love for me have never been performance based (I have not performed well according to God’s standards for a long time). But God’s love is unconditional no matter how bad you have been, no matter what u have done wrong to hurt others, or yourself.

I just hope that this will have encouraged you, I believed that I have learnt something valuable today. Have a great Good Friday and Resurrection Sunday. 

Phone update

Phones are getting more and more innovated, such as the latest HTC ONE X. I been craving at how the camera works. Really awesome camera and video system that they have. Back then again, I am still waiting for THAT phone I should be waiting for, THE ONE AND ONLY S3. So yeah, I will still be waiting till then. Hopefully, my prayers about God giving me His best for my phone will come to pass 

J

Weekly postage

This week in my opinion just does not seem any similar compared to the few weeks I normally go thru with. Basically, I have ceng meng with my family and therefore, there were things needed to be done and some things that needs to be sacrifice, as such we time for studies, assignments, and whatever time that I could have had if I were not doing all this. 

Anyway I was really glad that God shield me from stuff that I think I may not be able to handle, and also prepared my heart to go thru things that may easily offends me. You know like really praise God for that. 

I think it will be better to remain those stuff anonymous for certain reasons, mostly ancestral worship to be a little more specific.

And yeah, I am glad that I have this revelation for losing weight on the scales. And that will be DIET, since it plays the most important role, apparently it contributes about 60% of the factors where weight is loss. Good diet is hard to come by lately, since like there is always good food wherever you go, even in the house. Just this afternoon, when I thought of skipping any extra snacks due to calorie calculation and eaten a kuah teow bee hun curry for lunch, there goes great food brought back from my mom’s side ceng meng. Food such as fruit muffins, curry puffs, pau, and fruit cake. Mmmhm, I really want it but I just couldn’t do it. But alas, I still have a bite or a portion out of whatever it was on that plate. Poor self control that I have, nevertheless, I have to control the next time.

Went for a great jogging session, keep telling myself that opportunities that I have never can be taken for granted, and have to be achieved for its intended results. I really am looking forward to losing weight. Felt much more at peace knowing something else about losing weight which is D-I-E-T. Tomorrow have to get back to UNITEN, so yeah, have to start packing tonight and get studying for upcoming test, and preparation for all sorts of assignments. J