new year thoughts...

Guess it’s that time of year again where resolutions are made, new thoughts and goals to be achieved, and so on.

I guess that I have nothing much to really look into, rather, I just want to continue what I have had for the past few months, and I really am looking forward to achieving it, I just really wanna do it, and definitely achieved it.

It’s been said like the 100^th time….

-Working out for my physical changes and growth

-spending more time in God’s Word

Definitely know that all this all not just some small decision to make but somehow takes a really big effort and perseverance to do it.

Only could hang onto God in these matters, not to mention, my own effort in it to make it work.

Not forgetting more effort in studies and all….. J

Happy New Year and Happy New Decade Everybody!!!

random weirdness in me

Somehow, I just do not know how to carry out with my so called weirdness problem…

I can’t ask people about me being weird, and also, I can’t tell the whole world about my feelings of being weird

Even the best question which is the weirdest question is “Am I weird?” can’t be asked around just like that.

The definition of being weird in a society is that people don’t get what you are doing in your actions, words, or it could just be anything.

I somehow know deep down inside me that I am different from most people and I somehow am glad about it. But now as life goes on, it seems to be a sad thing from another perspective of mine. I wonder is there such thing as acceptance in man when there is such thing as weirdness in a guy like me.

I know God accepts me for who I am since He is my creator. But when I turn back to my memories, I feel so lost, are they laughing at me or laughing with me?

I really want to get over it.

p/s : I don’t know where or which part of me is weird….

Advises from the Lord for the coming new year

many a time, unexpected and disastrous events happen in our life, some may not know what course of life to take, some may think that it's not worth living, some may just be plain angry but I believed that God has a bigger purpose for each and everyone of us, not to mention that the plans that He has for us are bigger than the problems that we face today in

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

We also have to completely trust in God to lead our paths in live

Proverbs 3:5-6
verse 5:Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding
verse 6: in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

pre carolling

Looking forward to more pictures from STARBUCKS!!!

I wished for my camera....to even be available.. xD

Just thoughts~~

So much to do! But don't know where to start or even how to do it.

Must pray for a way to be revealed, an idea started sprouting already, but there's still more space for improvements!!!

Must keep an eye for interesting, plus new things to implement for God.

Still struggling to keep my covenant, definitely need God's help to do so.

hopefully everyone is still trying their most best to keep their covenant too!!!

PULIHKAN

RISK IT U-TURN CONFERENCE 2010!!!

It’s been quite some time since I updated my blog. Wonder what I could update about….

Wait a minute!!! I just came back from the National Conference 2010 R.I.U.T…RISK IT, U-TURN!!!

This has only been my second national awesome camp/conference for this lifetime since I became an outgoing Christian, involving in church, Christian fellowships and all. And I am all out for this conference (my first was ranger’s camp, CAMPORAMA).

Even in the first day, I believed that things have started to move, my bus that was supposed to send us from PJ to PD got stuck in the middle of the highway, due to engine failure, and all of us just have to get down from the bus, since it was hot up there. I was the only UNITEN there. So the only thing that came to my mind naturally was mixing around even though, frankly, I still have that shy feeling deep within me, no matter… I still have to step out of that boundary once in a while. It was awesome just waiting for that bus to come over from who knows where. But I have gotten to know the UTAR, KAMPAR students. Then just randomly mixing with others, one of them was my ex-classmate, Lyon Chua from STAR.

When I have gotten there, things were even more AWESOMER, hard to explain why but there were number of extraordinary stuff that I heard, not to mention my housemates who are awesome where they come from, many stories to hear from, and so many things to share together, I have felt like family just being with NC 2010 for only a week.

A lot of great experience and eye opening events/talks. I have gotten to know that God’s heart for His people out there, is to speak for INJUSTICE, RACISM, OPRESSION. It have left something in my heart and spirit to do something for this nation, I have want to make a DIFFERENCE. It was also something for me to refresh my spirit which was a long time ago not being stagnant already.

Met new awesome friends from small group: THIAN YEE JIN, HANNAH, GERALDINE, ANDREAS, MACDONALD (seriously).

Housemates which are awesome too including: ROWEN, ANDREAS, MACDONALD, LARRY, KING WEI.

I met some many people from KLANG too, including ALEXANDER LEE, MELANIE YONG, YEAP LI SA, KEL SON, YIEN FANG.

There are some many people who I have network with as well, from MMU, CYBERJAYA, UPM, USM, USM KKJ and many more… too many to remember. We will continue to serve alongside each other, remember that pilgrims!!!

So many people serve God everywhere in this generation. I want to be part of it too, and have been chosen by God personally for this season. Wanna make this impact wherever I am, not forgetting my pilgrims that have been helping me thru this conference. Let us make an IMPACT and RISK IT U-TURN for Christ sake. Stand out for His sake.