My thoughts of farewell

It feel so awkward that I am going to leave this college for good the next day…actually today is my last day at tar college…now the feeling of going to say goodbye and leaving for a new life is starting to haunt me again…lol, the packing up and thinking about tomorrow feel so strange to me, I was hoping that this is going to be a dream that never take place but it is taking place tomorrow…maybe God wants me to be ready for things to change in life…I just do not feel secure when things change again later on….but now I am going to spend my time in the house for the next 2 months or you can put it 8 weeks or so.
I have experience people leaving in my life but not having such a deep feeling before….this time it felt sad in a way…like I will never see them again, for example KY and Christine, they have already left for their respective carrier as a student….I don’t really think they are goals but a journey to carry on with…the other friends plan to stay here back in tar college to complete their course and later on carry on with what they do best.
As I lie down on my bed in my hostel room, many things seem to go through my mind from school to college to friends to CF, memories never seem to leave me empty.
In this messy room of mine, I am thinking about tomorrow about the funfair I am going to attend, hope it will be a great trip before leaving my friends for good….
Leaving my life is sad but exciting, I think that will b my way of ending this post….good night ;p