Anxiousness after finals

Somehow it’s been hard just waiting for the time to pass especially when we are facing situations that makes us more and more anxious about life. Fine… Let’s give examples such as examinations and their results, if done well, things will be smooth flowing with people around you, the other way around might happen if we fail the paper or something like that.

At the moment, I’ve been waiting for finals to be over with, and after 3 days of waiting and craving on a computer game which I am not supposed to be doing, tomorrow is that day where after facing all of it in 3 days, my exams could officially be over for the semester, not counting in the fact that I am still having moral paper on Tuesday, waiting and craving just like that keeps me excited most of the time, but dangerously it might change my focus on things which I am not supposed to be looking at such as games, or ANYTHING that could SHIFT my FOCUS from what was most important at that time, which in this case, my final examinations.

I am only hoping that I would be wise and discipline enough to study until that period is over

Prayer: Hope God will give me the strength, wisdom, time and patience to endure through all this. J

There seem to be so many things waiting and install for me after the finals, can’t wait to finish finals and get on with whatever there is there. For instance, I would be attending this Christian conference also known as THEPLAN11, the purpose of this conference is to teach and encourage young adults, teens and everyone in between to be engaged in the community as salt and light of this Earth and how to be effective in doing so. And I guess one of the most exciting things about it is to meet new friends who are running the same race as I do, and perhaps make new friends in the process throughout that period of 4 days that I will be there. Based on the first Christian conference that I have attended last year, I have pretty much a good experience there; most of the friends that I meet seem to be able to relate to one another being God’s child and all. Although all our dreams are different, but one goal stays the same which is to glorify God in anything that we planned to do. And most importantly to have time to share God’s infamous good news that every Christian knows. True enough, there is so much to do before the coming of glorious Lord Jesus Christ again.

Coming back to our story, I am expecting to meet many different and inspired speakers that will be coming to share their views about evangelism and missionary in the field that we are in, be it in the marketplace, our school or even out there where the needy are waiting to be ministered to. But someone that I am expecting to see most dearly is Our Living God, will love to feel Him again, or at least expect something great from Him , I still don’t know what to expect, it felt like the last time when I started out for my first conference, maybe what I really wanna know is to do His will, and that’s what was mentioned in His Word, only those that does the will of God will be recognised as God’s child and be part of His kingdom.

I hope to get a revelation out of it. Hopefully I could come back to share more about it with those who wants to get some insight to it.

I guess I would share some other parts of what I want to write for another time, have to get back to studying.  J