Friday, February 18, 2011
realisation!!!
Somehow I kinda realised a lot that I tend to be either feeling too busy or too free during my stay here at uniten hostel. It's like that tmr will have exams and i will be crazy about the night before, but if the work is like ages to go, I will just tend to sit back and relax although i know i do have work to be accomplish. I really have to change this attitude of mine, before it's too late...sighed
Thursday, January 27, 2011
errmmm....new year plus etc....
It's already almost the time of year, where something new is about to happen.
I really can't wait for new year to come, I mean it's going to be something different, not the normal family stuff that I go thru every year, rather it's like a family trip to Penang with my immediate family members. And I could just take the time to chillax, and not to think about anything else, other than spending time on the net with my broadband, and spending time with my family, dad, mom, and 2 adorable sis. :)
After coming back, there will be a pile of work waiting, hoping to catch up with my studies while the break is on.
There will be assignments needed to be done, projects, test 1 for electronics analysis 1, and time for crowning session. Truthfully, I am still wondering where God is gonna put me to serve this coming term, I personally have my eyes on serving in the mass communication position, but I still have to consult God on this. I really feel that I should.
After all, it's not about me, but it's about how God wants to use me to impact others around me. I am glad for the new committee, and I hope for a good start, and everything else which will be good. I hope that I could get along with everyone on the committee, and I am pretty sure, I can IF I personally make it RIGHT WITH GOD.
I personally can't wait for the LEADERSHIP TRAINING COURSE by UNCLE ABRAHAM.
Really believing that I will have a good time with the other committee members during COMMITTEE PLANNING RETREAT ( that includes the NEW and OLD committee).
I really can't wait for new year to come, I mean it's going to be something different, not the normal family stuff that I go thru every year, rather it's like a family trip to Penang with my immediate family members. And I could just take the time to chillax, and not to think about anything else, other than spending time on the net with my broadband, and spending time with my family, dad, mom, and 2 adorable sis. :)
After coming back, there will be a pile of work waiting, hoping to catch up with my studies while the break is on.
There will be assignments needed to be done, projects, test 1 for electronics analysis 1, and time for crowning session. Truthfully, I am still wondering where God is gonna put me to serve this coming term, I personally have my eyes on serving in the mass communication position, but I still have to consult God on this. I really feel that I should.
After all, it's not about me, but it's about how God wants to use me to impact others around me. I am glad for the new committee, and I hope for a good start, and everything else which will be good. I hope that I could get along with everyone on the committee, and I am pretty sure, I can IF I personally make it RIGHT WITH GOD.
I personally can't wait for the LEADERSHIP TRAINING COURSE by UNCLE ABRAHAM.
Really believing that I will have a good time with the other committee members during COMMITTEE PLANNING RETREAT ( that includes the NEW and OLD committee).
Friday, January 21, 2011
Walking with Him
It seem that the new year is coming again in the Chinese calender, but I don't have anything much to look forward to, except a break from uni life.
Life is getting more challenging as we go on, and this year, I will be turning 20. As years pass, I want more improvement, but things seem to look about the same as always,. Maybe I don't notice what is changing but my friends might notice. I always have it at the back of my mind that I am here for great things of God (especially when my parents particularly my dad talking to me), rather than just going thru the normal hustles of life, much to my parents expectation for me in life which is to graduate and work and earn much money, have a family and just live on with normal life, but I have something greater which is what God plans for me. God's strength and grace is supposed to be enough for me. I want to spend more time with the invisible God who I have hope in. :)
It's all true that I do not truly know what true hardship really meant (dad keep saying so it's kinda obvious adding with my own personalities), I have always been told by my dad that he went thru much and I am not in any position to tell him of the Gospel, not to mention He knows the Word word by word. I really do not want to be that naive at times, but I am God's child, and I am learning to walk with Him, it's hard even to be obedient in the small stuff, what more will it be in the big things that God has for me. But I am confident and assured that He will hold my hand and walk with me in this life time.
Many sermons I have heard which are so confined to the word REPENTANCE, and I am so hopeful that I and my family and friends, close friends who I call family will be safe and have salvation in Christ.
It's truly not easy trying to follow Christ and all, to sacrifice much to live a life that can glorified His name whenever I am. Still, the peace of God is ever given to me when I ask, and not to mention the phrase STAMPING ETERNITY ON MY EYEBALLS, are ever there.
A lot of stuff that comes from the prophecy is becoming true, so it's ever time to repent from all sins, confess it onto the Lord. Do it before the wrath of God truly happens.
Believing in Christ is not enough, we have to always work out our salvation to try our best to live as true Christians everyday. Not nominal ones, which are easy believing, rather go all out, and always trust that God will walk with you. Do it not just at church but what counts is out of church, don't do it for the sake of trumpets blowing, rather do it to everyday ever trying to impress God, our Savior Lord Jesus Christ.
Have a great time in your walk with God, readers, and have a BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
Life is getting more challenging as we go on, and this year, I will be turning 20. As years pass, I want more improvement, but things seem to look about the same as always,. Maybe I don't notice what is changing but my friends might notice. I always have it at the back of my mind that I am here for great things of God (especially when my parents particularly my dad talking to me), rather than just going thru the normal hustles of life, much to my parents expectation for me in life which is to graduate and work and earn much money, have a family and just live on with normal life, but I have something greater which is what God plans for me. God's strength and grace is supposed to be enough for me. I want to spend more time with the invisible God who I have hope in. :)
It's all true that I do not truly know what true hardship really meant (dad keep saying so it's kinda obvious adding with my own personalities), I have always been told by my dad that he went thru much and I am not in any position to tell him of the Gospel, not to mention He knows the Word word by word. I really do not want to be that naive at times, but I am God's child, and I am learning to walk with Him, it's hard even to be obedient in the small stuff, what more will it be in the big things that God has for me. But I am confident and assured that He will hold my hand and walk with me in this life time.
Many sermons I have heard which are so confined to the word REPENTANCE, and I am so hopeful that I and my family and friends, close friends who I call family will be safe and have salvation in Christ.
It's truly not easy trying to follow Christ and all, to sacrifice much to live a life that can glorified His name whenever I am. Still, the peace of God is ever given to me when I ask, and not to mention the phrase STAMPING ETERNITY ON MY EYEBALLS, are ever there.
A lot of stuff that comes from the prophecy is becoming true, so it's ever time to repent from all sins, confess it onto the Lord. Do it before the wrath of God truly happens.
Believing in Christ is not enough, we have to always work out our salvation to try our best to live as true Christians everyday. Not nominal ones, which are easy believing, rather go all out, and always trust that God will walk with you. Do it not just at church but what counts is out of church, don't do it for the sake of trumpets blowing, rather do it to everyday ever trying to impress God, our Savior Lord Jesus Christ.
Have a great time in your walk with God, readers, and have a BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Last Weeekkkk.....
I seem to be carrying a lot of things that are needed to update lately, blogs, slides, every week without fail, guess that will train my consistency in doing work.
I remembered that last week, I actually make a resolution about body make over and the best part is that I have started out with my hair when I didn't expect it to start so soon, this year will be a year of change in most stuff that I normally do, like my appearance, my routine of study or daily routine, and most importantly, still struggling in my walk with God.
Even fasting isn't something as easy also, I have been trying to carry it out by my own strength as I realised it was like that, but no improvement, I have been on the com ever since, I have so much of excuses pouring out from me about using the com.
Just finished a paper like about a few hours ago, and I guess, I am gonna fight fight fight!!! There are still 2 more papers to go, and I feel so blessed that my friend have send some really encouraging stuff on email. Only statics and dilo lab to go, so GO GO GO!!!
And hopefully this week's captain ball league will be a blast. Have to surrender to God no matter what. It's a sure thing, I realised that I can't depend on myself at all in anything, cause most of the time I screw up, especially without God around to watch me :)
Just finished a paper like about a few hours ago, and I guess, I am gonna fight fight fight!!! There are still 2 more papers to go, and I feel so blessed that my friend have send some really encouraging stuff on email. Only statics and dilo lab to go, so GO GO GO!!!
And hopefully this week's captain ball league will be a blast. Have to surrender to God no matter what. It's a sure thing, I realised that I can't depend on myself at all in anything, cause most of the time I screw up, especially without God around to watch me :)
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Emptiness in life, absence of God's Word
Felt empty inside for quite a while already, wondering why but came to the answer which is I have not been spending time with God, the word less doesn't even describe the amount of time I spend with God in His word.
After this, I really have to go back there in God's Word, my life seem to be in a mess, not to mention, my thoughts are not upright and I could just say that my spirit is drifting again like what happen before I attended national conference 2010. Tonight, going for TECHFLOW, hopefully by then I will be upright again, although it takes time to be upright again in my walk, I still have to start now or else I won't even know when I will ever be starting again.
I always tell my friends to start, and the same advice goes to all my friends, but I am having trouble doing it.
God, I pray for strength in overcoming my current situation. Your Word in Matt 6:33, "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." So I guess that said it all in my current situation.
After this, I really have to go back there in God's Word, my life seem to be in a mess, not to mention, my thoughts are not upright and I could just say that my spirit is drifting again like what happen before I attended national conference 2010. Tonight, going for TECHFLOW, hopefully by then I will be upright again, although it takes time to be upright again in my walk, I still have to start now or else I won't even know when I will ever be starting again.
I always tell my friends to start, and the same advice goes to all my friends, but I am having trouble doing it.
God, I pray for strength in overcoming my current situation. Your Word in Matt 6:33, "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." So I guess that said it all in my current situation.
Friday, December 31, 2010
new year thoughts...
Guess it’s that time of year again where resolutions are made, new thoughts and goals to be achieved, and so on.
I guess that I have nothing much to really look into, rather, I just want to continue what I have had for the past few months, and I really am looking forward to achieving it, I just really wanna do it, and definitely achieved it.
It’s been said like the 100th time….
-Working out for my physical changes and growth
-spending more time in God’s Word
Definitely know that all this all not just some small decision to make but somehow takes a really big effort and perseverance to do it.
Only could hang onto God in these matters, not to mention, my own effort in it to make it work.
Not forgetting more effort in studies and all….. J
Happy New Year and Happy New Decade Everybody!!!
random weirdness in me
Somehow, I just do not know how to carry out with my so called weirdness problem…
I can’t ask people about me being weird, and also, I can’t tell the whole world about my feelings of being weird
Even the best question which is the weirdest question is “Am I weird?” can’t be asked around just like that.
The definition of being weird in a society is that people don’t get what you are doing in your actions, words, or it could just be anything.
I somehow know deep down inside me that I am different from most people and I somehow am glad about it. But now as life goes on, it seems to be a sad thing from another perspective of mine. I wonder is there such thing as acceptance in man when there is such thing as weirdness in a guy like me.
I know God accepts me for who I am since He is my creator. But when I turn back to my memories, I feel so lost, are they laughing at me or laughing with me?
I really want to get over it.
p/s : I don’t know where or which part of me is weird….
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