STRESS ABOUT EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD...

I also have no idea what's going with me this few days, it's like I am super stress, I think I must have been bothered with so many unnecessary stuff like friends

Although friends are important but it tend to get complicated when something goes wrong in that relationship. I am facing one right now. All I can say is that I made an honest mistake by making the wrong move and therefore invited this dreadful misunderstanding or who knows. I was brought up by my parents that we should leave behind things which are not beneficial to us, but I believe that friends are not one of them because although we do not actually need them to continue our life but we do need them when we are in time of need. We need them to be there to support us so we wouldn't fall down and never get up again. Ok back to the topic, I kind of annoyed my friend a little, I didn't know what he was thinking about that time with his quiet pose, it was like his serious time but for all I care, I felt like disturbing people at that time and annoying them up, I didn't stop to think about the consequences, it was really stupid I know that. If only that didn't even take place, now I can say that I have lose a friend that I have been quite close with when I was at UNITEN, I only became close to him during the orientation.

Now is like forever and ever not being his friend anymore...the worse is that he doesn't want to accept my apology for what has happen...people are saying that I am sensitive but I think I am not, towards what has happen...

I think I would just move on or else it would cause my heart a lot, and it's really painful with no meaning at all....STUPID RITE!!!

Another thing that was bothering me is my studies, yeah kind of stress out most of the time, because exam is near....so I better some rest for now... till the next time =)

New Year spent....

New Year just passed by without anything interesting but yet it was still fast. On new year, I went out with some of my sister's friends, it was a great that I was able to meet up with Sandra, a friend of my sister, who I have not catch up with for a long, long time. Besides that, I met Christina, Ash, Lucas, Yong Wei, and J. Han (of that's the spelling of his name). Anyway, I was able to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 (first movie of the year) XD... while my sister and her friends went to watch Avatar in 2d, quite a happening movie especially in 3d (was not able to catch it because too many people wanted the tickets, could say that I was the unlucky one that couldn't get it). After I was done with my movie, I went to Star Bucks to serve the internet while waiting for them because I went in earlier by about half an hour. Not to mention how slow they can be at planning... XD.

After they were finished with theirs, we went to Penang Nyonya to get some food, and I manage to teach these youngsters how to play this social game called 'slurp'. Then later on, they went up to Popular to look around for some stuff. I just hang around like a monkey, like seriously nothing interesting to do. The only fun part after that was the arcade, I didn't want to go there alone so I waited till it was the right time when I went with the other guys up there while the girls sat around eating ice....hahaha....

I just tried out the racing game, though it wouldn't be interesting to play at all, but ended up fun even though I got rank 7 out of 8 cars (how pathetic).....LOL....

Anyway, I couldn't get pictures throughout this outing so I couldn't find any interesting stuff to post this time as always. Haizzzz.......

Wait till I get my new phone....LOL...just wait

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!

Ok....new year is already near so there are a few resolutions to make for the new year, one of the many is: 1) keeping myself clean at all times (surroundings as well)
2) put myself in position to hear from God
3) focus in studies, put my objectives right
I think that should be all for now.... =)

Thanksgiving for the first time

Yesterday night, I had my dinner together with the others from the Christmas production team....I was just wondering to myself why was I feeling bad about myself all of a sudden ( this normally happens when I think about myself too much which is not a good thing- being self centred I would say). So there I was running to my own nightmares again whereas everyone else was having fun celebrating thanksgiving, I just like to add in that this is my first time having thanksgiving with friends...wondering when would the time I would have it with family.

So after dinner, I just sat around looking at Mr Mic's house and whatever that was in it.....quite different experience because this is my first time going to a house of my university staff....hard to describe who is he exactly (I only know him a great man who have help and contributed to TECHFLOW since its upcoming..... a lot I would say.... hehe

Ok coming back to the topic....after dinner, they have this sharing session....was a fun time to hear from others especially some long ones from some others where I cannot state their name. In the meantime, I was trying to hide my face due to shyness, weird right; my heart was beating like a car vibrating on the highway. When all of my housemates finish giving their testimonies and sharing, it was to be my turn, so I just said whatever that was on my mind or in simple words anything that was ready to be vomited out to them; something about time management and meeting new people and getting to work with them, exposure of different kind and yeah, it goes on...hahaha

After I have finish my testimony, Barry suddenly decided it was time to go back home to Amanah, so we drove back to amanah.

While on the way back, I suddenly felt like shouting out and praising God's name, that feeling felt so incredible but I was not able to do since we were in a car...and there was no space for me to move around....haizzzz.

Sunday....

On Sunday, I was supposed to be at church but instead I am stuck at home with family, it's not a bad thing but it's been a long, long time I have not attended church back in Klang and I really missed church a lot, couldn't express how much I love attending church. For me, this is not a duty but a passion, so I couldn't explain myself....hehehe.....

I know family is more important than ministry so I left my passion aside to be with my family. Anyway, I think it's better so that I wouldn't jeopardise my own passion. So I just sit aside and watch pokemon arceus for half the morning, talking about wasting of time precious time when I can actually used it to finish my other necessary work that I have to finish up such finishing my homework or at least catching up with my studies.

Before that, I helped my mom sent her stuff for donation, not her stuff actually but our old, old stuff. Ok.....sounds exaggerating.....but it's just me XD

Do not know what more should I say, but all I can say is that I urgently need a new pendrive, but my stuff is postponed till next week since it's kinda packed up at this time on SUNDAY!!! So my trip to the digital mall is postpone to the coming Saturday.....

I think that should be all I can say....haizzz....what a dull life.....

Pre-christmas...

Christmas is round the corner and I am not getting ready for Christmas yet. The only thing in my life ready for Christmas is church and TECHFLOW friends....hehehe

Anyway, I am only ready within me but not outside of me, who knows whoever thinks of me, but obviously I am not celebrating it openly YET!!! See the word 'YET'....emphasising on it first so that people wouldn't ask me next time when I really get on with it.

I think I might had a great time with my family, cause normally they would choose a place to hangout for a one day family trip...Fraser, Port Dickson, Malacca...the most boring places I wanna be and etc

Tonight there would be a carolling section at one of the orphanages' home so I would be there, hope to see something special tonight.

So many other dinners I cannot attend since there are classes here in UNITEN.... T.T.....anyway there are also things here that I wouldn't miss such as TECHFLOW THANKSGIVING DINNER, and this carolling....etc....hehehe

I hope that I can post up the pictures for tonight's event soon....

A harsh and special weekend

I just do not know where to start, everything just go nuts and complicated the minute I heard that I had my windows 7 package received.

Fu....fu....fu...

I was like super excited about it, and I only manage to get this news after three weeks since the package arrive, it's a good thing that my parents have not made a sound about it till I made my own decision to go home. Don't get me wrong though, I was out of house for like almost a month without even stepping into Klang, all of this was because, I was participating in my Christmas production by my university which was University Tenaga Nasional (UNITEN)

It was a really great experience for me since this is my first time I am taking part in drama or in other words acting. All this I do is for the glory of God, my heavenly Father, Amen.

Besides the experience I acquire, I have made new friends and a lot of new contacts, my old friends are the people that I learn more about them through relationships and that relationship is the thing I would treasure most. Anyway, I have not just meet up with old friends which are mostly seniors but new ones as well. Thank my Father for bringing them to us to help out with this awesome production.

Coming back to my old topic, I was like super excited and hyped up over it till my usual behaviour turns up. This usual behaviour is that I always like to hustle through so all my things would be done. That's when all problems would surface. On Friday, my family and I went shopping at Jaya Jusco (JJ), I was thinking to myself that it was a good thing that brought my laptop since I wanted to upgrade my laptop with the internet on, so while my family was busy with their shopping, I went off to Starbucks to have a cup of latte also known as Toffee Nuts, it was a one of a kind coffee where they sell it during Christmas, so I could say that I was lucky to have drink something that good and rare. While drinking my coffee, I sat my lappie on the table and started surfing the net, then I only realise that I have not started upgrading. So I started upgrading and in between my mom suddenly called and I have to let it running while putting in my bag while rushing over to where she was. I was supposed to buy a new pair of shoes and some other stuff after they finish their shopping.

All this time, God was kind to me, it's hard to say that all these just happen to be a coincident since I didn't plan to be Jusco after lunch, but over at Brandon's house to use the net there. I thought that I wouldn't have time to finish upgrading it while I was there but suddenly after all shopping was done and dinner was approaching, my parents suddenly decided to go for a massage which was quite rare for me to witness....LOL. Since the massage would take about up to an hour plus, my parents ask us, me and the 2 to go over to starbucks to enjoy ourselves while waiting for them to be done with it. So all I could say is that God have been really kind to me all this while.... ALL THE TIME......GOD IS GOOD.....GOD IS GOOD.....ALL THE TIME....

Let's say that not everything turn out well for the next day, I went over to my mom's office to get some stuff print. When I slot my pendrive into mom's computer, it suddenly hang so I just pulled out my pendrive. So when I slot in back into my lappie, my laptop suddenly receive this command that my pendrive have to reformatted, I was shock with horror since most of my things are in it and I need to do it (reformatting). The worse part of it is that my pendrive just wouldn't reformat, and when I check my pendrive, the free space and used space is said to be 0 bytes, even the free space is 0, which means something is definitely really, really wrong, so in the end I felt that I need to change the pendrive since it's still under warranty but when I tried to recall where I have left my warrant, I couldn't remember clearly. I have to find it like all over the place in my messy house full of boxes. All I have to say is so, so teruk. I do not have the slightest idea of what words am I supposed to put in already. I might have something in mind later....LATER...!!!! LOL

To continue from what I said yesterday, I finally decided it's time to change to a new pendrive, not just changing due to spoilage but buying a new one since my warrant could not be found, how sad, but life have to go on, end of story***

Maybe another story might turn up somehow but I know this story is so lanky and so sad, just hope to remind you guys to file up your things especially when it is still under warranty, don't be like me, I felt so regretful after I thought about getting my new pendrive, and that pendrive was bought by my own savings.